Well, against all the better advice of my friends I have spent the last few months attempting a reconciliation with my wife Tammy. Long story short it didn't work out, she is back with her "boyfriend" and am staying with Christy now. Thank God for Christy because I really don't know what I would do or where I would go. Feeling a little bit lost right now and I am wondering what to do.

I am glad to be with Chris now and really do care for her but I have hurt her too when I went back to Tammy and tried to salvage my marriage. I suppose it's really too soon and I need some time to recoup and heal. Thanks for all the well-wishes through all this, my friends here know what I have been going through and I am so glad they have been here for me with their much needed support.

I guess it will all work out in the end, but it sure doesn't feel like that right now.

Don't know if there are any other rennies out there who also enjoy geocaching (scavenger hunting with a GPS) but Evan and I just celebrated our 250th find this past weekend in St. Joseph. This particular one was tucked neatly inside the receiver on this vintage deck gun at the Military History Museum.

As well as Christmas Eve, today, Dec 24 is also our 3rd Wedding Anniversary, so Happy Anniversary Tammy, I love you more each day.

Sólo tú le das brillo y Amor a mi Corazón.
Sólo tú me miras con tanta pureza y belleza interior.
Sólo tú llenas de Alegría a mi Alma.
Sólo tú conoces mis secretos, deseos y anhelos.
Sólo tú me transmites calor con tus manos.
Sólo tú me das fuerzas para seguir viviendo.
Sólo tú me hablas con tanta dulzura.
Sólo tú me escuchas con tanta paciencia.
Sólo tú me acaricias con tanta delicadeza.
Sólo tú me besas con tanta ternura.
Sólo tú me comprendes con tanta sutileza.
Sólo tú haces que me sienta el Ser más Feliz del Universo.
Sólo tú me das tanta seguridad en mí misma.
Sólo tú me calmas y tranquilizas cuando estoy mal.
Sólo tú eres el que puede entrar en mi Corazón y en mi Ser.
Sólo tú me abrigas cuando tengo frío.
Sólo tú eres y serás el Dueño de mi Corazón.
Sólo tú eres mi Sueño hecho realidad.
Sólo tú eres y serás el que me ama y me amará siempre.
Sólo tú eres al que amo y amaré eternamente!